As
the holidays are approaching it is stirring up more feelings of homesickness
within me. As many of you know, I have never been away from home for more than
2 weeks. I have always had my parents, brother, grandparents, aunts, uncles, and cousins right there beside me for every birthday, Thanksgiving, Christmas… and
every holiday. This year is a little different. However, even though we are
separated by distance, they feel closer to my heart than ever before.
The
other night I laid in bed praying for my family and for myself dealing with
this homesickness when the lyrics from MercyMe’s song “Homesick” came to mind.
The lyrics say:
You're in a better place, I've heard a thousand times
And at least a thousand times I've rejoiced for you
But the reason why I'm broken, the reason why I cry
Is how long must I wait to be with you
I close my eyes and I see your face
If home's where my heart is then I'm out of place
Lord, won't you give me strength to make it through somehow
I've never been more homesick than now
Help me Lord cause I don't understand your ways
The reason why I wonder if I'll ever know
But, even if you showed me, the hurt would be the same
Cause I'm still here so far away from home
I close my eyes and I see your face
If home's where my heart is then I'm out of place
Lord, won't you give me strength to make it through somehow
I've never been more homesick than now
In Christ, there are no goodbyes
And in Christ, there is no end
So I'll hold onto Jesus with all that I have
To see you again
To see you again
And I close my eyes and I see your face
If home's where my heart is then I'm out of place
Lord, won't you give me strength to make it through somehow
Won't you give me strength to make it through somehow
Won't you give me strength to make it through somehow
I've never been more homesick than now
As
these lyrics played in my head, I thought about how no matter where on this
Earth we go, God is always there. We never have to say goodbye or give one last
hug. “In Christ, there are no goodbyes. And in Christ, there is no end.” Although
distance can separate us from friends and family and cause us to feel homesick,
nothing can separate us from Jesus! I also thought about how this earth is not
our home. “For this world is not our home; we are looking forward to our city in
heaven, which is yet to come“ (Hebrews 13:14). Therefore, we should be homesick
for Jesus! He is preparing a place in Heaven for us and we should strive to be
closer to him each and every day. He tells us “draw near to me and I will draw
near to you.” All he is asking is for a loving relationship with each and every
one of us. All we have to do is accept! I am so blessed to have spent all of
those holidays with my family. But, I am even more blessed to know that even if
we never saw my loved ones again here on this Earth, we will get to rejoice in
Heaven with each other and with Jesus for eternity!